My Name is Nate and Today I Shall Tell You a Story.

Saturday, January 20 | a skylit drive - 16:36

A SKYLIT DRIVE

If anyone of you guys are free, can you help me get a healthy ~~torrent~~ for this band! I'm kinda desperate as you can see.

I've got a new Chinese Teacher!

She's from Taiwan!

She's a tuition teacher!

She's has a house!

She requires me to go to her house!

It's at an alienated place!

I was lost!

Argh, I don't like chinese tuition. It freaks the shit out of me. Maybe I should hire a friend to teach me! Of course that most likely wouldn't work our because we would end up talking and talking, without doing any work!

Hmm, there's nothing to update about nowadays. Except the fact that Yuai's laugh box will explode if she keeps on laughing at me.

MORE MUSIC, MORE LIFE

Bye

Thursday, January 18 | as my hopeless cries - 15:35

No one ever said that life was fair and i’m not saying that it should be
So knowing that you are where you want to be and i’m not comes as no surprise
But don’t expect me to be happy for you
And don’t smile at me and tell me things will work out for me too
I don’t want your pity…i hate your pity

Taste your vanity…
Its sweet bitterness as you hide behind your veil of my stolen hopes and lost dreams
You took them all…
I watched you steal my thoughts and had to see you smile

As you build your dreams on my shattered hopes
I’ll look back on a day once loved and fantasize for tragedy

Beg me to make this easier and listen to my hopeless cries

Suffer alone in emptiness
I lust to see you swallowed by the mess that you left in your wake
Disgust lies deep within your empty gaze…

Beg me to make this easier and listen as my hopeless cries
Send stares into your meaningless eyes

My envy can’t describe how i loathe you for having all the stars
Leaving my eyes to marvel the sky knowing it should be mine
Yet it’s you i see wasting the dream that only i deserve
I’ll tear off your face to see your smile

As you build your dreams on my shattered hopes
I’ll look back on a day once loved and fantasize for tragedy

No one likes a post with lyrics, but you should just read it. It fits really well by the way.

Always thought things would turn out okay. It was a real far cry.

Anyway for those of you out there, go listen to Alesana because EMO SONGS ARE COOL!

Guitar got cancelled today plus I don't want to play WOW.

I didn't forget your number, SAMANTHA!

I'll look back on a day once loved and fantasize for tragedy

(All of this

...Lies)

Tuesday, January 16 | alesana - 19:18

THANKS TO JOHNBOY!

who introduced me to a new band (alesana) the minute I got on MSN!

Anyway, I hope you guys didn't have TOO MUCH fun without me being in Malaysia! Although I admit I was all jealous :( of Conrad and Gabriel who were flooding themselves with messages.

Haha, although it's their loss, their money, it'd be cool to be receiving 5 messages per second like Gabriel (even in Malaysia).

ARCHILES... HOOHAA. I didn't get a sorethroat like the others so it probably means that either I didn't scream hard enough or my throat's relatively SUPER COOL!

I saw a beetle down in the grass, it was overturned. I felt sad for it. It made me feel pity and sympathy; how it couldn't move. I reached my hands out to turn it back, but my friend pushed me and I squashed it.

RIP; BOB THE BEETLE

Partly the most memorable moments were the IQ GAMES! The games that were meant for un-smart people who didn't think deep.

New handshakes with Nick, Yongkun, Conrad. WEIRD but I guess real cool.

I've got pictures of the 'Curry Vegetable Shit' that we names our main course of OUTDOOR COOKING! Maybe when I next update my phone.

I feel more leaderful now!