Now that I realise just one push is required to change everything. I find my life quite redundant. All those times, before 'O' Levels, pushing three or four times. Or when my mom wanted to buy me a white shirt when I was 8 and I pushed at least 5 times for green. I guess I really thought that I needed to push a lot to change everything when in actual fact it only takes one push. I honestly look kinda dumb right now, pushing more than once. If I knew this a long time ago, I think I'd only push like a quarter of what I've been pushing this whole time.

Argh.